Update: ONLINE STORE IS LIVE!
- TK2THE
- Apr 4, 2022
- 3 min read
1. Grateful First things first, I thank God for everything. Secondly, I must say thank you with all my heart to Aidan & Jamesa. Both of these individuals I've come to know by what I thought at first was random, but it was God's design that I meet the both of them. Aidan is arguably my biggest supporter, in all things. He doesn't care what is it. If I'm behind it, he will be there for it. I know his intentions are pure. For him to consider me worthy of being someone to support, look up to or anything in that regard makes me want to do more for myself. Jamesa is a crown dressed with ethereal jewels of which the human language cannot describe the splendor of. This lady is such a beautiful soul. The way God used her to bless me blew my mind today (I wrote this on the third of April). I'm still processing it. Both of these individuals have inspired me.
2. MERCH STOREFRONT IS UP
Boom! Online storefront is up & running. Right now, the embroidered tees are on sale for fifteen dollars. The pins are also up. If you wanted to be the first to cop, Aidan already did that. I'll be adding more things soon. Just have some patience with me.
I just have to take more photos of the merch I got & remove the background from the images. I don't have Photoshop on my laptop so I've been using GIMP on the go.
It's just me doing all of this. Imagine if I had a team. I guess this just makes the story better.
3. Twitch Redesign
I had to change my Twitch theme. I didn't even have one, I was just streaming. After thinking about it all in my last post & taking a break from Twitch, I realized I could take it as far as I wanted, but I couldn't just do whatever anymore. I'm serious now. I have to a-p-p-l-y myself.
This is the layout for my just chatting scene. I love Windows 95 because when I was younger, my mother would take me to school with her at times. I recall being in this office type of area & while she did work after school, I got the opportunity to play on the computer. I spent hours on games like Pinball & Solitaire. Never understood FreeCell. Still don't.
I have the talent & ability to create whatever I deem necessary for myself, artistically of course. I can't deny myself the privilege of what I'm capable of. I already made panels for myself, so now I'm doing the theme too. There's still more I have to make, but I'm juggling a lot. I just have to pace myself & keep moving forward. I can do it. Just one step at a time.
Personal Thoughts & Reflections
There are a lot of things I was going to talk about in this post, things I've been thinking of for weeks. This has become an open diary of sorts...that was never my intentions. I just wanted to share my progress & talk about what I cared about. I believe it's best I talk less. There's this scripture that I learned about two, three years ago; "Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life." The thing is, in the Bible, the word 'heart' can be either talking about the actual heart or your mind. In this verse, it's the mind. I only share things with people who I like because I'm excited & I want to share this blissful feeling. Sometimes, people don't have the enthusiasm I'm desiring from them, or even the interest...that's fine, but the issue is, how can I guard my mind if I'm always sharing my thoughts with people? Always taking things in I don't need. Less talking. Less is more. Witness my faith in action. There are some people I truly do cherish, but I can't split my focus up between my dreams & them anymore. I'll be there for the things that matter. If that's not acceptable, whatever happens happens. Rather, it already happened, no? Past tense because I decided already. I know where my heart is headed...I just want to keep it protected.
This is so dope!! Keep pushing no matter what (: 🖤🖤🖤
Bonita
❤❤❤
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