Update: Life Is Good

Been a long time since I made an update. I've been feeling very happy. Can't explain why. Sometimes, different waves of emotions hit me & it'll still hard to process. I am learning myself all over. The happiness, though, because it's my first time being this happy without a reason as to why, it's painful; the amount of it, the innocent pleasure, the need to express it.

I'm am finding that, while happy, I can still feel other emotions. I always thought you can only feel one at a time, or those that are related at the same time. To be happy, anxious, slightly upset, concerned, but thrilled all at the same time is a lot. I don't know how people have been doing this for such a long time.

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Of course, adorá. I got my business cards now. This is them. Can't wait to make new ones.

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There is so much I will do. From music to manga, fashion to film, there is much I will do. I don't always know where to start, but I'ma do it. People misunderstand me & thing I care about things I don't care about. If it's not going to matter in five years, whatever it may be, why would I be pressed about it? God sent me a message.

I'm only doing okay & that's not okay